Saturday, October 23, 2010
10/23/10
WOW. Am I still married?? The meds have gone to my head, I feel like a crazy woman!! Except when I talk to my mom or my Lisa. I wouldn't make it without either one of them. Last night was rough, and admist my madness I called mom and it was all ok. I actually laughed?? Oh Mom where are you now???? This 3 hour time difference SUCKS. And Lisa????? My best friend, my sister, my sweet!!!! I MISS YOU!!!! The days are counting down for round one. I am fully aware that this may not work for the first time, prepared for the 2nd and 3rd. I believe a baby grows not only inside you but more importantly in your heart. Well, the next phase officially starts tomorrow, shots, pills, and supp..... need I say more? Whilst I am feeling so emotional, love to my family, I know we have had hard times, I have been difficult, however you all mean the world to me, Auntie Jan, you especially. Love you.
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I can't imagine going through this. Does not sound like a good time...but worth it in the end. Whatever the outcome...just remember we are not in Control. We have to turn it over to God. It is his plan, not ours, his time not ours. I have to keep telling myself that..and it is hard to understand. I want everything like yesterday...want it when I want it...God has other plans for my life. which is not always what I want.
ReplyDeleteSo with that said...Wishing you and Joe the best. Love AJ
Everything is going to be OK. And Joe has certainly put up with alot more...hahaha
ReplyDeleteLove You Two!
Hormone roller coaster. Just remember you are stronger than the meds. You will win this! Joe will forgive you for being a monster. Don't worry about him! It is worth it! The letters sound fantastic. I have one for Landon when he is a bit older. Just keep reminding yourself that you will get your child. Love you! I'll be home tonight around 8:30 (5:30 to you) if you want to chat!
ReplyDeleteFingers crossed for the next phase!
ReplyDeleteAs a side note, a funny story to (hopefully) make you laugh: I FINALLY went to the doctor after two weeks of a sharp pain above my right (left if you're looking at me) eye, sharp pains in my chest, and shortness of breathe. After blood work and all the jazz, my doctor said she couldn't find anything wrong with me, here, take these pills that treat migraines... if it works then you have migraines, if not, you'll have to come back in. You know what mom said initially? Mom: "You better not have a brain tumor... or cellulitus like Bo has, I don't think thats contagious though..." That's Mom for you, right? Lol.